God knows what He's doing, even if we don't.

Many times lately I've been SO baby hungry.  Seems like EVERYONE is pregnant, just had a baby or is trying.  Every time with out fail I get this feeling.  It says," Not yet, but soon".  I can't tell you how long this has been going on.  Over a year now probably.  Now that I know part of the reason is because of starting up homeschooling with the boys.  I feel that God knew it would be just one too much, too much for me to change our way of EVERYTHING with a little one around or being pregnant.  For now, it will stay my 3 until I get an okay from Him.  It's still hard to wait but now I know the reason why and it makes it a lot easier.  Not to mention I know God felt what I was feeling, He is my Father.  I know I didn't make it easy wishing and being upset by the fact I had to wait, when He had so much bigger plans for me AND my kids.  It wasn't a no never, it was just wait.  It will come soon enough.  In reality I was a little kid throwing a fit in the store for one piece of candy when I had a surprise birthday party at home waiting for me.  He knows what He's doing.  Some times we just need to listen.  Even if it's not what we want to hear because he has something bigger and exactly what we need right around the corner.